I saw a hot air balloon this morningAnd immediately thought of you
Every time I am on the hillI yell “Hi Grandma!”As loud as I can
I look at the ancient hilltop treeHow its branch is pointingTo all the land you loved
I look at the vineyardsAnd I rememberHow much you treasured them
When I climb the hillI still rememberScattering your ashesHow they blew on me in the windAnd I didn’t brush them off
I think of you quiltingEven in intensive careWhen it was hard for you to breatheAnd when you wanted off life supportBut stayed alive until we were ready
I remember playing cardsListening to classical music andSpending Christmas mornings with you
Now I can listen to your voiceOn the life story tapeAnd sleep under your quiltWhenever I wantBut that is still nothingCompared to your love for me

Windsor, California