Procreate
Hero
Acrylic
Lost Memories
A soldier reflects on the random nature of war while on the battlefield All I could see was death. The constant shots of gunfire rattled my eardrums and sent chills all the way to my bones. A continuous torrent of fire came from behind every tree in the forest. And the blood, the blood was everywhere. It painted my uniform. It was on my grimy hands, and it formed a pool on the ground underneath a body. Dead and dying bodies littered the ground. Their horrible stench filled my nose and refused to leave. The wind howled, and the naked trees swayed ominously over us. I tasted metal from subconsciously biting my tongue too hard. I saw bullets flying through the air at rapid speeds. Soldiers falling too fast and the thudding of guns next to them. Everything seemed sped up, but focusing on a single bullet almost slowed it all down. In war, you never knew what would be your last battle. You could never be sure if you’d still be on your feet the following second. The precision of a stranger could be the difference between life and death. I fingered my collection of photos in my pocket from dead soldiers I had found throughout the war. I caught a quick glimpse of a familiar face. He was sitting at a table, surrounded by family. Twinkling lights adorned the Christmas tree, creating a halo around the room. I could almost smell the warm aroma of fresh-baked cookies. I recognized the man, who had kept me company through countless battles. I remembered a time when we had just fought one and were sitting in the cold rain. “It’s crazy how in a battle you never think about who you’re killing,” he had said. “It only makes shooting more difficult,” I had replied. What I had said stood true, but after that conversation, it was hard for me not to think about it. But I had no time for reminiscing about the past. I regained my strength, lifting my heavy boot out of the mud and trudging a few steps forward to have better aim at an enemy. I loaded my gun again and held it up, ready to shoot, but I couldn’t bring myself to, even with my newfound strength. The pictures I had touched just seconds earlier held memories of soldiers with their families. Shoot now, and I’d be destroying another soldier’s further memories. Their family wouldn’t ever see them alive again. I’d be destroying their future, and all the possibilities that lay ahead of them. But life on the battlefield is like that. One second, you’re alive and thinking. You notice how loose your uniform is and how tight your left boot is, digging into your ankle. You are conscious of your dirty, matted hair and filthy fingers. Then the next second, you can’t bring yourself to move out of the way of a skin-splitting, bone-cutting, life-ending bullet fast enough. I realized what I had done before I could change my mind. I’d saved another soldier’s life by giving my own. The battlefield dissipated from in front of me, and in its place was a vast abyss of redness. The redness quickly turned to black darkness and then I couldn’t hold myself upright anymore. Soon, all I could see was my own death, a feeling of doom, looming over me like a gray cloud. As my life was cut short, I was thinking, I let my own future perish in order to let another persist.
The Lion & the Lizard
A rose is as delicate as the wind, While however, A lion is fearless It keeps its ground, Rooted like a tree, And when it roars, The dirt floor Rumbles beneath But sometimes It’s hard To be Fearless A lizard is quick But Runs from you A lizard is Aware But afraid Quiet But camouflaged The thing about lizards Is that They can regrow And start over Their tail And their Tale A lion Rough as a vine Tough as time Will stand its ground
London
Pastel
At the Beach with My Family
Pastel
Underwater
Is the sea a dark, terrifying force? Or is his fear unwarranted? The narrator wonders during a family vacation Golden sunrays flowed through the open window of my train. My anticipation burned as hard as the surface of the sun. My ears were suddenly assaulted by the screeching of the train stopping. The wheels crawled to a stop as we arrived at the station. I picked up my heavy luggage and lumbered to the exit, where I jumped off. I was welcomed by a beautiful view, with copious sand dunes and a beautiful, crisp, blue sea. We were in Romania, near the Black Sea. I smelled the salt in the air and prepared for an amazing adventure— little did I know what would happen upon me. We arrived at the resort and got our keys. My grandma, my mom, and I went up to the seventh floor. I dragged my luggage across the carpeted floor and arrived at our room. My grandma inserted the key, and with three turns, we stumbled into our room. Pristine white sheets covered our two beds, and a wide window revealed a gorgeous view of the beach. A green carpet with red threads woven in, a marble countertop in a mini kitchen, and a small balcony to see the beautiful sea welcomed us. I ran to the balcony to look at the sea, where I noticed the massive waves crashing on the shore. I ran back inside and helped my mom. We laid our luggage down and unpacked it. After around an hour, we were settled in. My grandma said, “Sa mergem” as I was putting my shoes on. As my Romanian wasn’t too good at the time, I stayed quiet, unsure how to respond. I tied a double knot with my shoelaces and jumped up. I gripped my hand on the brass knob and opened the door. I couldn’t wait to go to Fried Fish. As their name suggests, their fried fish is simply divine. I ran to the elevator and waited for my mom and grandma. After waiting forever, they came. I elbowed the button and tapped my foot on the colorful carpet while waiting. A loud ding rang through my ears as a set of metal doors opened up. We crammed into the elevator and went down to the ground floor. Another ding sounded, and the doors opened as we spilled out. I ran outside and felt the fresh air around me. I kicked up some sand and jogged to the restaurant. My family arrived, and a waiter escorted us to our table. We sat down and ordered our food. I asked for their delicious fried fish, my mom the mahi-mahi, and my grandmother opted for the Fisherman’s Feast. In a mere fifteen minutes our food, all steamy and fresh, arrived. I laid my knife on the crisp fish and cut off a piece. A smell of spices floated up to my nose. I sank my teeth into the crunchy outside, feeling the soft white flesh. I could taste the delicious spices individually: red pepper, oregano, turmeric. In minutes, the full filet was long gone, and I was full of fish. I leaned back on the booth, feeling the soft material on my back. A waiter took our credit card and swiped it through the mobile cashier. We sat up from our table and sleepily walked back to the hotel. I heard the crashing sea and looked at it. Then a thought suddenly flashed through my mind. I wondered what would happen if I got hit by one of those big waves. I tried to get rid of the thought, but it stayed firmly in my mind. I’ll be fine, I said to myself, not really believing it. We opened the glass doors and headed to the stainless steel doors of the elevator. We pressed the up button and got in. Seven dings later, the doors opened again. We walked to our room and crashed into our beds. A deep sleep with no dreams came easily after a long journey on the train. I awoke to golden sunlight coming through the windows. My mom said, “Get out of bed, you sleepyhead,” playfully. I rolled out of bed and fell on the blue carpet. “Oof,” I said as I got up. I walked to the mini kitchen, sat down, and took out a bottle of water. I took a refreshing sip, put on some day clothes, and asked, “When can we go down for breakfast?” “In a sec,” my grandma responded. My grandma finally got ready, and we went down for breakfast. I vacuumed up an omelet, three waffles, and a bowl of milk and cereal. We went back to our room and prepared to go to the beach. I felt the golden rays burning through my sunblock on my face. Silky white sand covered my feet and splashed whenever I set my feet down. An endless blue force retreated and attacked the beach ahead. I broke into a run, closing in on the sea, when a wave splashed down. Suddenly, my excitement turned into fear. It was almost as if the once calm sea knew my feelings and turned violent and nebulous, a dark force. I rooted my feet in the warm sand and steadied myself. It’s just the sea. I’m fine, I thought to myself. Floating on the Ocean I looked again at the sea and started going to it. A wave crashed in front of me, but I kept running. Before I knew it, I was waist deep in the water. A shiver flowed through me as the cold water encompassed me. If I move, I’ll stay warm, I said to myself. I turned to see my mom planting down the beach chairs. As I looked back ahead, a massive wave loomed over me. I tried to run back to the coast, my legs buzzing with adrenaline. My feet tried to dig into the wet ground, but they simply
Floating on the Ocean
Pencil, oil pastel
Rain
Dark clouds mean Rain is going to come BOOM, BOOM, BOOM At your window Hard rain Soft rain Hurricane When I walk outside There is a surprise Puddles here Puddles there Puddles, puddles Everywhere
Birds
Birds are wonderful They make life better They sing and bring us joy They are so sweet With a little tweet, tweet They fly up high In the sky
Sweet Nothings
Canon PowerShot SX600
Bovine Vignette
Watercolor, pen