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No Mercy

In school, kids are always hearing horror stories about teachers, principals, custodians, and lunch ladies, but what about bus drivers? Back in 1999 Edd Phoenix lived three days he would never forget. School had only been in session two months when Edd’s regular bus driver, Mr. Huffler, announced one Monday afternoon that he would be out of town the next three days. “Who is the sub?” Manty Totem, a friend of Edd’s, blurted. “I believe it will be Mr. Mercer,” remarked Mr. Huffler. The children gasped, their mouths as wide as moon craters, their eyes as big as oranges. “Oh, no! Not No Mercy Mercer!” they shouted. “I know you have heard dreadful rumors about Mr. Mercer, but you can’t always believe what you hear,” said Mr. Huffier. “He’s actually a very pleasant man. Just remember: be on your best behavior.” Tuesday morning, as Edd crawled out of his water bed, his first thought was, Is No Mercy Mercer really as mean as they say? While Edd showered, dressed, and ate breakfast, No Mercy Mercer kept flashing on and off like a lightbulb in his mind. On his way out the door to catch the bus, his mom reminded Edd, “Did you feed Friskus?” Immediately, he dropped his backpack by the front door, dashed to the garage, and scooped Friskus a bowl of Kitty Chow. Then Edd sprinted toward the bus stop. The bus was already waiting at the end of the street. Behind the wheel sat a man who resembled an army sergeant. You could tell by his bulging biceps that he lifted weights. His gray hair was buzzed all the way down to the scalp. Instead of a uniform, he wore a sleeveless muscle shirt and blue jeans. Covering his eyes was a pair of aviator sunglasses, like the ones Tom Cruise wore in the movie Top Gun. Mr. Mercer was large and in charge. The bus was already waiting at the end of the street As the doors to the bus opened, No Mercy Mercer looked him square in the eye and growled, “About time, son. Don’t keep me waiting tomorrow.” After being lectured for the ten-second delay, Edd quickly sat down next to Manty, who was tightly grasping a Hot Wheels car in his right hand. “Manty, don’t get any wise ideas. I think we just need to lay low.” “He’ll never know who threw it,” snickered Manty. Just as the bus was coming to a stop in front of the school, another boy encouraged Manty to throw the car. “Yeah, I think I should too,” Manty chuckled. “That will make that scrawny old No Mercy Mercer regret the day he ever subbed on this bus.” Manty swiveled around in his seat to grin at Edd. Edd was staring upward. “He’s behind me, isn’t he?” murmured Manty. “Yep. He sure is,” Edd whispered. Manty spun in the direction of the six-foot bus driver to find that Edd wasn’t joking. Taking the metal car out of Manty’s hand, Mr. Mercer said, “Not a good idea, son. If I have any more trouble out of you, you’ll be visiting the principal’s office.” Manty looked like he wanted to dig a burrow and hide. Edd could see that Manty’s heart was almost pounding out of his chest. His heart was running like a generator. Even though Mr. Mercer wasn’t talking to Edd, he was still scared stiff and shaking like a leaf. Finally they reached school. Edd was never happier to enter a school building in his entire life. All day long all he could think of was boarding the bus of doom that afternoon. Of course, the school day went by quicker than a blink of an eye. Ring, ring, ring—there was the horrible sound of the bell, telling him it was time to venture to the bus and No Mercy Mercer. “After this morning’s incident, this is a no-talk afternoon!” the sub demanded loudly. All of the children were petrified and quiet as mice. Edd decided that for the next two days he would be sick. The next morning Edd’s mom went into his bedroom to wake him up. He rolled over and whimpered, “I don’t feel so good.” She walked over to his bed and felt his forehead. “Well, honey, you don’t feel hot, but let’s take your temperature to be safe,” she said. When the thermometer read 98.6 degrees, she urged, “You don’t have a fever. What’s wrong? Has something happened at school?” Hesitating a few seconds, Edd answered, “No.” “Edd, I know when something’s wrong. Usually you can’t wait to go to school,” said his mom. “What happened?” “It’s our totally horrible bus driver!” he admitted. “Mr Huffier? You love Mr. Huffier!” Edd’s mom exclaimed. “No, not Mr. Huffier,” said Edd, “the substitute for the next couple of days!” Edd’s mom bent over and listened to his story. Then she replied, “Edd, you need to go to school. You’re not sick. He’s probably not as bad as you say. You just need to get to know him. Remember, you can’t always judge a book by its cover.” Reluctantly, Edd crawled out of bed and dressed, dreading to face a duplicate of the previous day. He rushed eating his sausage and biscuit, and left ten minutes early. When the bus doors opened, Mr. Mercer commented, “Thanks for being on time today, son.” Edd nodded, then searched for a seat. Noticing that Manty had a grin plastered from ear to ear, Edd chose an empty seat. Whatever Manty was up to, he didn’t want any part of it. Five minutes down the road, Manty was standing in his seat. Edd dropped his head and sputtered, “When is he ever going to learn?” No Mercy Mercer stared into the visor mirror and ordered Manty to sit back down. Manty obeyed, but just as the bus was merging back into traffic, Manty changed over to Edd’s seat. Edd shook his head and moaned, “Why me?” SCREEEECH!!! The


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Asleep At Last

Nails piercing my brain Glass shattering around me Metal crunching, smashing together Crying all around me Screeching, Screaming Howling, Wailing, Weeping It seems like a hundred years have passed Just when you are about to blow a gasket The baby falls asleep We shut off the phone Take off our shoes We talk in sign language Travis Wilkins-Smith, 12Dorchester, Massachusetts


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World War II Story

I was lying in my bunk, listening to the waves rocking the sides of the Yorktown when I heard the sound. It wasn’t much, just a slight splash in the water, but when you have been living on an aircraft carrier for six months in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, you know the sound of a Catalina when you hear one. I heard the heavy seaplanes moving toward the Yorktown, and saw a light suddenly flicker on in the captain’s cabin. Must be important, I said to myself Captain Fletcher doesn’t wake up at 5:45 in the morning for anything like this usually. I heard a slight murmur of voices on the above deck, but I couldn’t make out the words. Then, without a warning, a siren went off, then another, and then another. I leapt out of bed, and started for the narrow stairs that I knew would soon become a mass of bodies, pushing and shoving their way up, before long. Unfortunately, the stairs were already clogged when I reached them. Why did they have to put the pilots’ cabins at the far end of the ship, I wondered. Oh well, now I had an excuse to wait for Mike. Mike was my best friend aboard the Yorktown. I hadn’t known him until I had been drafted into the army to fight in World War II, but when we met, we became inseparable. He had come from Russia to the U.S. in World War I, and had adjusted to the American culture very well. I was happy to have someone that flexible to watch out for me, just as I watched out for him. He was very smart, and could literally take apart his plane and put it back together. He knew exactly what every thing did and was one of the best pilots on the ship. The only thing that made him different from the rest of us was his attitude toward the war we were fighting. Unlike me and the other pilots, Mike was the only one who didn’t think that it was exciting and even fun to fight for his country He just didn’t like war. I paused but only for a second, before pushing the accelerator as far as I could I, on the other hand, thought it was very exciting to be taking part in this war. For the first time, I felt that I was doing something important. Even before I had been drafted, I had dreamed of flying a bomber, destroying enemy areas, and shooting down enemy planes. From the beginning, I looked forward to the day that I would fly up on a mission. Little did I know that that day would be a day I would remember and hate forever. When I saw Mike, I motioned for him to come over, and we walked up the narrow, steel stairs together to the pilot ready room. When we finally managed to push ourselves up the stairway and across the slippery deck, the small room was already crowded with pilots. When we squeezed ourselves in, we knew something was going to happen that day. Captain Frank Fletcher was standing in front of us, pacing back and forth and looking very anxious. Then suddenly, he stopped. “Boys,” he said in his serious barking voice, “today is a day that will make history. Japanese carriers have been sighted and we’re sending every man out to bomb them. If we can wipe them out, maybe this war will turn around.” The men in the room grew quiet for a few moments, and then cheers and some talking broke out. Many of us had never even seen a Zero (Japan’s preferred fighter) let alone an enemy aircraft carrier. This was big even by the older pilot’s standards. Sure, they had shot down a few planes in their careers, but bombing a carrier? That was something only people like Jake had ever done. Jake was my rear gunner. He had been on the Yorktown before almost everyone, and he had seen it all. He had shot down Zeros, participated in bombings, and had paid the consequences. His right cheek was black and heavily scarred. In one mission, his plane had caught a hail of machine-gun fire and many had grazed his cheek. His pilot was killed, but he inflated the life raft, and was picked up by a search-and-rescue team. After that, he had become one of the most respected members of the ship. Younger men eagerly listened to his tales of battle, but surprisingly, he was never eager to begin another battle. All that had ended after his pilot had been killed. It had really changed Jake, and after that, he was never quite the same about war. Sure, he told stories like everyone else, and stayed in the Navy though he could have left long ago, but he seemed to not care about the war anymore. Still, I was glad that he was my rear gunner. I felt invincible with such a good man sitting behind me, pumping his machine gun at enemy planes (though, as I said, I had yet to see a Zero). Captain Fletcher resumed speaking. He gave us details, such as wind speed, locations, temperatures, squadrons, and the rest of it. I followed very closely, but I noticed that Mike hadn’t. His face had turned slightly whitish, and when I asked him what was wrong, he just said, “I don’t think I’m going to like this at all.” “Oh, come on, Mike,” I said to him. “You’ll be fine. Anyway, you’re the best pilot on the ship, and everyone knows it.” “Really?” he said, as if surprised. “Of course; now let’s get to our planes, they need some work,” I said, ending the conversation. We walked down to the hangars with the other pilots in silence. The anticipation hung in the air, and even the workers were giving us admiring looks. After all, weren’t we the people who


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Fiesta

mariachis playing joyful songs and niños laughing street vendors, pregoneros, shouting out hopes of selling their goods las mujeres, the women, chatting as they slap tortillas on the patio these are the sounds of my México, the sounds que yo quiero mucho, the sounds I love Natalia M. Thompson, 11Madison, Wisconsin


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A Strong Right Arm: The Story of Mamie “Peanut” Johnson

A Strong Right Arm: The Story of Mamie “Peanut” Johnson by Michelle Y. Green; Dial Books for Young Readers: New York, 2002; $15.99 I love baseball, and I have always had a special interest in African-American history. But that is only a part of the reason that I liked A Strong Right Arm. The book is about Mamie Johnson, an African-American girl who plays baseball in the days when the major leagues were segregated. At the beginning of the book, we hear how Mamie has grown up with baseball, how her “life has been wrapped up in that three-inch universe of twine and leather.” I think that is a good beginning because it shows right from the start what the book is about and displays the attitude of the main character. This book takes us through the baseball life of Mamie, and there are many instances where she shows the heart and determination of a true winner. For example, when Mamie was ten, she moved from South Carolina to New Jersey. There was no baseball for girls in her new town, and when she saw a white boys’ team playing she wanted to play with them. The boys laughed and said she couldn’t play because she was a “colored girl,” but she signed up for the team anyway. I liked how, even when the boys teased her, Mamie knew she was as good as they were. Reading this book made me feel grateful for the kind of environment I live in. I am on a swim team. Unlike Mamie, I am not a natural athlete, but at least I am accepted and encouraged by my teammates. Mamie was a very good pitcher, but she was not fully accepted by her team because of her color. Mamie mentions that her family was always behind her, whatever she did. That shows the importance of a good family, because, as hard as it was for Mamie to achieve her goals, I think it would have been much harder without the strong support of her family. I like how Mamie says that her family was a leading force in her life and dreams, instead of saying that she accomplished everything she did by herself. My family is a huge part of my life, and I don’t think I would be where I am in anything without their support. Although there are parts in this book that would not be particularly interesting to people who don’t like baseball, I don’t think this book is mainly about sports. I think it’s about achieving goals, not giving up, and believing in yourself. Anastasia Apostoleris, 11Princeton, Massachusetts


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The Island

She stood on the dock, squinting into the early morning sun. The wooden planks creaked softly as she ran over it. A dog trotted behind her, a small scruffy brown dog. They stopped near the end of the dock, leaped off the edge and into a small boat. “The ferry’s not here yet,” she said to the dog, who didn’t respond, merely scrambled onto one of the seats and put his paws on the edge of the boat for a better view. She started the motor. Slowly, the boat crept away from the silent harbor and out to sea. The dog uttered a soft growl, and then was quiet. The girl looked over her shoulder at the island. It was small, the island, made up of small cottages for the year-round villagers (population 200) and the summer homes that tourists built. Since it was six miles out from the Massachusetts shore, the only way to go anywhere from the island was by ferry; and so the houses were built in a cluster around the harbor. But beyond that, there were several miles of beach, where the island children had explored and wandered for their whole lives. There were sandy dunes, driftwood with which to build forts. And of course, there was the sea. Island life revolved around the sea. The sea, and tourists, but mostly the sea. The girl loved the sea. She loved to swim and splash in the waves, to glide through it in her boat. She loved sea glass and sea shells, and everything about the sea. When she was angry, the water was fierce, and when she was happy the waves were gentle. Sometimes, she thought that she and the ocean were one. Slowly, the boat crept away from the silent harbor and out to sea The island was called Evening Star Isle, and the girl was Eve. Tourists had given her that name. Her real name was Margaret. Margaret Ann. She hated that name. She liked to be called Eve. Eve, which was the name of the Isle. She was the island. That’s what people were always telling her and she knew it was true. She had dark brown hair with streaks in it. Red, gold, and white-blond, all jumbled together, and her eyes were dark brown, almost black. When people looked at her, they saw the island. Tourists snapped her picture while she was sitting on the beach, and once an art student had drawn her. They were far out now. She cut the motor. Eve let the boat drift aimlessly, let herself be carried with the gentle current, savoring these last moments. In the distance, the ferry emerged from the fog. Eve looked up. When she saw the ferry, she swayed slightly in the boat, clutching the side. “Time to go back,” she whispered. “Time for me to leave, Tro.” The dog whimpered softly. “It’s OK for you,” Eve told him. “They’re not kicking you out, you know, so be grateful for that.” Reluctantly, she started the motor and headed back to shore. Her father was waiting for her on the dock, having just arrived back in his fishing boat. He helped her out of the boat, and Tro hopped after her. Silently, they unloaded buckets of fish and carried them to Charlie’s shed, where they would be sorted and sent to the mainland. They trudged back to the cottage. “You understand, don’t you?” asked her father quietly. She wanted to say no. She wanted to yell and scream and tell them that she wasn’t going, would never go, because she was the island and the island was her, and she wasn’t leaving, not ever. They couldn’t make her. She refused. But she couldn’t say that, and so she simply nodded. The cottage was a ways back from the little village, closer to the sprawling dunes and the wide, open sea. Father and daughter walked silently, entered the house without a word. Inside, Eve’s grandmother (who had been living with them since Gramps had died) was making breakfast, potatoes and eggs. Eve’s sister, Angela, was perched on the edge of her chair, her golden hair rippling over her shoulders and down her back. At ten, she was three years younger than Eve, and the princess of the family. Their mother was sitting listlessly, staring out the window. Eve went to kiss her cheek, but she didn’t respond. “Margaret! Come help with the eggs.” Eve went over and stirred the eggs around in the pan while Granny fussed over Angela. “Sweetheart, you understand, it’s only for a little while, till your ma gets back on her feet. Only a month, Angie-pie. You won’t be away from your island more than a month.” Angela said, “It’s Eve’s island.” Eve smiled to herself. “Who?” asked Granny. “Whose island? Daniel, what in heaven’s name is the child saying?” He cleared his throat. “She means Margaret.” Granny glared at Eve. “Don’t be putting fool notions into this child’s head. Eve’s island, it ain’t no one’s island but for those who love it.” “Eve loves the island,” said Angela. “Not more’n you do, and you being more deservin’, Angel,” Granny cooed. “I do declare, Daniel, that child is the most spoiled thing I ever saw. Callin’ the island hers, influencing her sister. And with the baby . . .” At that, everyone froze, save for Mama, who tilted her head and continued to look out the window mutely. Eve dropped the spatula, and a cold ice wrapped around her heart. Baby . . . Her father turned to his mother with a hard face. “Mother, that’s enough.” “Don’t you turn this on me. It’s her fault, ’twasn’t mine.” “I said enough!” Dad shouted. Granny smiled triumphantly, knowing she had hit a nerve. The ferry docked. Eve could see it out the window. She ate quickly. “Don’t shove food into your mouth,” Granny snapped. “Eat like a lady. Watch Angela.” Angela smiled her foolish smile at her grandmother. “What


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Stripes

Maddy leaps from stone to stone, clutching a limp tiger in her left hand, and laughs. She is so happy with her first Beanie Baby. She doesn’t think of Stripes as a stuffed animal, but as a wild tiger, her best friend. She swings Stripes around and around, and he is a blur of gold and black to everyone but her. She sees his beady gold eyes staring right into her hazel ones. She giggles again, and the sea roars its laughter back at her. The trees are swishing, and everything around her seems jovial. She climbs a particularly large boulder and stands up to feel the salty air whip her hair back and wrap a blanket of cold around her. It feels good and refreshing. Stripes purrs his approval, too. They skip and play for a while longer until Mum calls for them to follow her up the path leading to home. *          *          * Wind whistles in my ears as I’m swung around and around. I’m enjoying it but am scared. The memory of a swinging accident left a black-and-blue mark on my right eye. Trees tower up above my fuzzy figure. My golden eyes fill with awe at the single leaf that truly dwarfs me to an even smaller size. I am often ashamed at being a tiger, at the size I am. My mouth is sewn together and for that I am often regretful. I can’t speak or roar. I have to show my affections. All of a sudden Maddy whirls around, sending wind whistling in my ears, and begins to wail to her parents about something she forgot at the ocean. We are not far up the trail so her parents agree. Maddy runs back down the trail so fast that my eyes would have watered if they were not beads. We finally get back to the sea’s sloshing waves, and Maddy retrieves a doll that is almost as dear to her as me. She puts me down and hugs her doll close to her chest. I smile and prepare to be picked up. I wait for long moments looking at the ground. I eventually look up to see nothing but the sea and its rolling waves and rocks that were mountains to me. No Maddy. No Maddy’s parents. No doll. I sit there thinking this over and over again. As far as I could tell Maddy was gone and I was lost A seagull flaps its wings on a nearby rock, bringing me back to my senses. I try to look around but realize I’m a stuffed animal. I need a child and its love to move. As far as I could tell Maddy was gone and I was lost. So it’s just you and me, I think bitterly, angry at the seagull for no particular reason. He pecks at me and flips me into a patch of sunlight. My eyes reflect in the sun and flash brightly. This frightens the seagull away, but he keeps a watchful lookout on me, eyes flashing as much as mine do, though he is not in the sun. I keep my eye on him until he cries his mournful screech and takes flight. I am lost and I have made a disgusting scavenger for an enemy. So I do the only thing I can do. I sit and think. *          *          * Maddy sobs and sobs. The couch is not comforting to her anymore. Where is her little tiger? “It’s OK, Maddy” her mother says soothingly, “we will go back to the ocean tomorrow.” Maddy sniffs and tries to think about seeing Stripes the next bright summer day. She gets up and paces. What if the tide washes him away? Even if it brings him back, he surely will not be in the same place. “Oh, Stripes,” she whispers, “please come back!” *          *          * The tide is now even closer. What am I to do? Maddy! Why did you have to leave me? Come back! Come back! I think furiously. Slish! Slosh! The water tickles around my belly and ankles. Why can’t I move? Maddy, come back! The water now is sloshing around my ears, the rest of my body completely consumed. I don’t need to breathe but I am not used to being in water. I struggle, or try to, but I’m still a stuffed animal and cannot move of my own free will. Slish! Slosh! Now no part of my body is above the waves. Come back, Maddy! The night swallows dusk and I am alone in the ocean. I see the glow of the full moon cast a light over the rocky beach when the waves bring me up. The tide has brought me out to the sea. I then slowly fade into unconsciousness, if a stuffed animal can. When I awaken, the waves are still lapping the shore in an even rhythm. That is when I realize that one of those lapping waves had washed me ashore! I recognize the big boulder that Maddy had stood upon, holding me gently and firmly. Come back, Maddy, because now I am back! *          *          * “Today is the day, Mom! We are going to get my tiger and bring him home!” Maddy says confidently, though she knows they will not find him from just knowledge and from the weak smile on her mother’s face. Yet they hike down the road to the trail and walk (Maddy runs) down to the ocean. Halfway down she stops for a breath and looks up at her mom and dad. They are talking quickly to each other. She turns back around and runs so fast that the trees going by on either side of her are a blur of green and brown. The ground beneath her feet all of a sudden goes from padded soil to rocks and boulders. Trees break away to reveal the vast sea, shining in the sun, that stretches out forever in one


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Diego

Living in a world full Of selfishness and wealth, I feel the need to do something, Reach out to others. Two-year-old Diego Calls out to me, His picture spanning the miles From faraway Guatemala. Alone with just his mother And very little else, There must be some way to help, Save my money for his life. It isn’t fair, Growing up with so much, Knowing others suffer in Their lives day after day, And not doing anything to share. I can make a difference, In Diego’s poor community, Become his “big brother,” Help him lead a healthy And successful life. Carrying his picture in my pocket, I can’t wait for the moment When love wraps his body in blankets Or when I can finally hold his tiny hand In mine, knowing that I can be a part Of him forever. Mark Roberts, 12Windsor, California


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Bliss

“Grace!!! Wake up!” I awoke that morning to the sound of my mother’s prickly voice in my ear. I grunted and put the pillow over my head. “Grace!” “All right!” I cried, “I’m up!!!” My mother tutted and looked me in the eye. “I wish you wouldn’t sleep so late, there’s chores to be done.” She sat down on my creaky old bed and took hold of my shoulders. “Listen to me,” she said. I sat up and wriggled free of her grasp. “I’m listening,” I said with a sigh. I knew what was coming. My list of chores. She did this to me every morning. It was the year 185o, and I was sixteen years old, with light skin and sandy blond hair, that was often falling into my hazel eyes. “Your list of chores for the day is . . .” I interrupted her. “Mother,” I said wearily, “don’t you think there is more to life than sewing or cooking or washing? Something adventurous and thrilling? Something . . . wild?” My sister Katrina laughed at this statement and started getting dressed. My mother looked at me very solemnly. “Mother, don’t you think there is more to life than sewing or cooking or washing?” “Grace, darling, will you ever understand? Women are made for one purpose: to clean, get married and have babies.” I decided that this was not the right time to point out to her that those were three purposes. “Now, here are your chores.” *          *          * I spent the rest of the morning sweeping the floor of our little hut. It had only two bedrooms; one was for my father, mother and Jack to share. Jack was only ten weeks old, with black hair, like my father, and gray eyes, like Katrina. Katrina, my eighteen-year-old sister, was very fond of her glossy black hair that reached halfway between her waist and her knees. She was a very gorgeous woman, and had many marriage proposals, but hadn’t accepted one yet. She and I were complete opposites, not only in appearance (I looked exactly like my mother, and she looked quite the same as my father), but also in spirit. I was adventurous and I never wanted to marry while she enjoyed the housework and believed the same theory as my mother; we’re only here to get married and have babies. In fact, the only thing that kept me from running from that house was my father. My father was bright, witty, and like me, he was adventurous. I just cherished him. He was always trying to reason with my mother, trying to get her to let me come pick flowers in the fields while he worked, or take walks alone, and all of the things that ladies weren’t expected to do. But aside from my father, I had only one thing to keep me sane: my poetry. Whenever I had the chance, I would run off to the old tree with the hollow trunk and take my poetry book out of a hole in the tree, where I also kept a notebook, ink and pen given to me by my father. He was the only one who knew my passion for poetry, because I dared not tell the others. They would just laugh at me, the way they always do when I talk of unusual things. Then I would sit under the shade of the tree and write. Many times I would climb up in the outstretching arms of the tree, and sit and write of the sun, or clouds or night. Sometimes it rhymed, and sometimes it was just the way I feel. And others, I wouldn’t write it at all, just think about it, and eventually, I’d fall asleep. “Gracie, Mother says you have to come help make lunch.” Katrina’s voice pierced my thoughts. I desperately searched for an excuse. “I’m still sweeping,” I lied, forcing a smile, “The floors have to be extra . . .” But Katrina wouldn’t have any of it. “Nice try, but it isn’t fooling me.” I hung my head and sighed. “What must I do?” I asked. Katrina thrust a straw basket into my arms and said, “Just go pick enough apples to make a pie.” I looked up, surprised. Katrina noticed my shock and, exasperated, exclaimed, “For dinner!!!” A smirk grew across my face. “For dessert!” I said. And then I was out the door in a flash, running toward the apple tree, with the straw basket in hand. It was a beautiful sunny day outside, and I wanted to just stretch out on the grass and gaze at the clouds. But first I had to pick the apples. I climbed up in the tree and grabbed the reddest apples I could find. In the end I had about ten apples. I knew that that would be probably over enough, so I picked the smallest apple out of the bunch and ate it. It was delicious! I didn’t want to go home to do more chores on that gorgeous day. I just wanted to sit out in the sun. I’m sure they won’t miss me, I reasoned to myself, I think I will write my poetry. So, with that thought in mind, I sauntered over to the big old tree and took out my notebook, pen and ink. I gripped my pen and notebook with my mouth, and held the ink tightly in my left hand. Then I began to climb. Today, I thought, there must be a very clear sky, so the view must be best from the highest branch. And so I climbed to the highest branch of the tree, and sat facing the hills, leaning my back against the tree trunk. It was actually quite comfortable. And so, I began to write. Then I would sit under the shade of the tree and write I was absorbed in my poetry when I heard a voice calling up to me. “Hello up there!!!”


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Thirteen and Still Feeling Lucky

I leaned back in the cushioned seat of the gondola. I looked over at my close friend and mountain bike riding partner Daniel Vest. Dirt smudges ran across his face, and his clothes had a tint of brown on them. Both of our shirts were drenched with sweat. I drummed my fingers on the seat. Outside, the wind howled at us as the gondola took us to the top of Mammoth Mountain. Daniel and I had been riding cross-country trails all day to train for our next race, and to finish the day off, we were going to ride the world-famous downhill course Kamikaze. It drops from a summit of 11,o53 feet to 8,9oo feet in about seven minutes, riding at a medium pace. Daniel rode a Specialized Hard Rock, a 24-speed hardtail and an all-out cross-country bike. I had a Schwinn Rocket 88, a 27-speed full-suspension bike. It was also a cross-country bike. At the time, we were both saving up for downhill bikes so that we could each have one bike for downhill and free riding and one bike for cross-country; however, we couldn’t wait until we had the right equipment. The Kamikaze’s draw was too powerful. I looked out the window. Trees stretched out for miles and miles, and they could be seen all the way to the White Mountains. The gondola rumbled and shook as we entered the station at the peak of Mammoth’s height. The doors opened with a sound like the release of a cap on a soda bottle. Daniel and I grabbed our glasses, stepped out of the gondola, and wheeled our bikes out of the station and down the stairs. A cold wind blew through the air and moaned in my ears. A dust devil swirled through the air, causing all of the tourists who were taking the scenic gondola ride to gape and point. I looked over the barbed-wire fence which separated the level ground from a section of Kamikaze. The wide course was windswept, and rocks littered it. Daniel and I clipped into our pedals and rode toward the start. A wooden sign read “Kamikaze,” and right next to the name of the course there was a black diamond. My stomach knotted up. Should we be doing this? It was a pro downhill course, and we were only thirteen. No, I said to myself, I can’t chicken out now. I’ve just got to do this. I can’t chicken out now. I’ve just got to do this We turned and began our descent. One minute later, we were speeding down the course side by side. Unlike the sheltered cross-country courses, trees were nowhere to be found except in the distance since the course was above the tree line. There were, however, plenty of rocks. My shocks rocketed up and down. My fingers were sore because of their position on the brakes. I had to be ready for anything. My knees moved in harmony with my shocks. The wind blew into our faces and moaned in our ears, but neither of us was daunted. I saw a bump throw the back of Daniel’s bike into the air. His back tire came down crooked, but he shifted his weight and corrected it just in time. He then began a right turn which took us into another straight downhill section. I shifted my weight toward the back tire so that I didn’t lean forward too much. We leaned into another right turn. Pink flags fluttered in the wind to our left. I sighed in relief. This was the last part of the course. We were finally done. I pushed my pedals as I tried to catch up to Daniel, my bike wobbling from the sheer speed of it all. “Whoa!” Daniel shouted. He leaned into a hard left turn and was then out of sight. Right ahead of me lay a series of sandy ditches. That was why Daniel had turned so suddenly I, however, couldn’t turn. If I turned right, I would just hit more sand. If I turned left, I would hit the metal pole that supported the pink flags. I stared ahead, frozen. A bump knocked my hand off its resting position on the back brake. I braced myself for the impact. I would have to do whatever I could to avoid injury. My front tire dug into the sand, and my bike immediately stopped. I, however, kept moving. My stomach lurched as my body threw itself over the handlebars. There was a snap as my clip-in shoes tore out of the pedals. My arms flailed as I flew through the air. My legs jutted upward. I was in the same position a swimmer is in as he dives into the water, but my hands weren’t in front of my head. My head slammed into the ground. Bright lights erupted in my eyes. I kept rolling and rolling until the sand finally stopped me. I heard Daniel shout something, I couldn’t tell what, as he dropped his bike and sprinted toward me. My head burned, and it felt as if it were swelling inside my helmet. I unbuckled my helmet and threw it to the ground. “Are you OK?” Daniel asked. “Yeah, I’m fine,” I replied. I put my hand in my hair. Rocks littered it, and dirt was smeared all over my shirt. I sat there for about a minute. Finally, after he asked if I was OK again, Daniel suggested that we get to the bottom. I nodded. *          *          * We sat on a bench outside of the main lodge. I looked around at all of the tourists who climbed the climbing wall and rented mountain bikes. I rubbed my head. That had been a pretty hard fall. My head still hurt, but it should since the fall was only about—how long ago was it? I thought about it. Why couldn’t I remember? I had fallen on . . . “Oh, no,” I said. “What?” Daniel turned


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Phoenix Rising

Phoenix Rising by Karen Hesse; Henry Holt & Company: New York, 1994; $16.95 Why do bad things happen to good people? Why do some people live and others die? Isn’t it ironic how a loss can bring two strangers together, but then ultimately, keep them apart? These are some of the questions which Karen Hesse explores in Phoenix Rising a story of a friendship blossoming from one of the most devastating tragedies imaginable—an accident at a nuclear power plant. Nyle, a young teenage girl, has already lost her mother and grandfather when the accident happens at Cookshire power plant. She lives with her grandmother on their farm near the plant, and watches with horror and fear as the power accident spreads radioactive nuclear energy, destroying their flock and their crops. Nyle knows that people are dying as well, and wonders if she and her grandmother will be next. If you have never lost a loved one, you may not understand Nyle’s anger when she hears that Miriam and Ezra Trent, two sick refugees from the accident, are coming to stay in the back bedroom—the same bedroom where both Nyle’s mother and grandfather died. But I understood Nyle’s feelings, for last year my uncle, who was only forty years old, died after a terrible illness. Nyle’s anger is rooted in fear—fear of getting close to people only to lose them. She tries to build a wall, to protect herself from further hurt. As the story progresses, however, Nyle learns—and the reader learns with her—how to break down those walls. Nyle’s grandmother convinces her that taking the refugees in is the right thing to do. Difficult as it is for her emotionally, Nyle tries to make the best of the situation, and begins to spend time with Ezra. At first she reads to him and wets his face with compresses, but then they start to really talk—to connect—and they develop a deep relationship that goes both ways. It is not just that Nyle learns to care for Ezra, all the while knowing that she might lose him; Ezra also cares for Nyle, and his caring for her transforms her. As their friendship progresses, Nyle is no longer the closed, guarded person we met at the beginning of the story Ezra has an uncanny way of making Nyle open up. Nyle feels that Ezra understands her, and she is able to confide her deepest thoughts in him. Through Ezra, Nyle begins to break down her walls, and rebuild herself as a person. What a lesson in friendship! Phoenix Rising is also, however, a lesson in strength of mind and spirit. Ezra, like my dear Uncle David, was so sick that he could hardly move, but he willed himself to keep going on. He found the strength to keep living and to help others live their lives at the same time. While it is true that Nyle gave Ezra strength and prolonged his life, it is more remarkable how Ezra actually brought Nyle back to life. My uncle, like Ezra, gave me strength even as he lay dying, and I sat by his side. No matter how weak he was, he never stopped trying to animate me with his humor. The story of Ezra and Nyle confirmed for me that friendship and love are a two-way street. And we can learn so much in life—about how to live life—from helping to give life to those who are suffering. Alm Bryn, 12Hollywood, Florida


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The Island

She stood on the dock, squinting into the early morning sun. The wooden planks creaked softly as she ran over it. A dog trotted behind her, a small scruffy brown dog. They stopped near the end of the dock, leaped off the edge and into a small boat. “The ferry’s not here yet,” she said to the dog, who didn’t respond, merely scrambled onto one of the seats and put his paws on the edge of the boat for a better view. She started the motor. Slowly, the boat crept away from the silent harbor and out to sea. The dog uttered a soft growl, and then was quiet. The girl looked over her shoulder at the island. It was small, the island, made up of small cottages for the year-round villagers (population 200) and the summer homes that tourists built. Since it was six miles out from the Massachusetts shore, the only way to go anywhere from the island was by ferry; and so the houses were built in a cluster around the harbor. But beyond that, there were several miles of beach, where the island children had explored and wandered for their whole lives. There were sandy dunes, driftwood with which to build forts. And of course, there was the sea. Island life revolved around the sea. The sea, and tourists, but mostly the sea. The girl loved the sea. She loved to swim and splash in the waves, to glide through it in her boat. She loved sea glass and sea shells, and everything about the sea. When she was angry, the water was fierce, and when she was happy the waves were gentle. Sometimes, she thought that she and the ocean were one. Slowly, the boat crept away from the silent harbor and out to sea The island was called Evening Star Isle, and the girl was Eve. Tourists had given her that name. Her real name was Margaret. Margaret Ann. She hated that name. She liked to be called Eve. Eve, which was the name of the Isle. She was the island. That’s what people were always telling her and she knew it was true. She had dark brown hair with streaks in it. Red, gold, and white-blond, all jumbled together, and her eyes were dark brown, almost black. When people looked at her, they saw the island. Tourists snapped her picture while she was sitting on the beach, and once an art student had drawn her. They were far out now. She cut the motor. Eve let the boat drift aimlessly, let herself be carried with the gentle current, savoring these last moments. In the distance, the ferry emerged from the fog. Eve looked up. When she saw the ferry, she swayed slightly in the boat, clutching the side. “Time to go back,” she whispered. “Time for me to leave, Tro.” The dog whimpered softly. “It’s OK for you,” Eve told him. “They’re not kicking you out, you know, so be grateful for that.” Reluctantly, she started the motor and headed back to shore. Her father was waiting for her on the dock, having just arrived back in his fishing boat. He helped her out of the boat, and Tro hopped after her. Silently, they unloaded buckets of fish and carried them to Charlie’s shed, where they would be sorted and sent to the mainland. They trudged back to the cottage. “You understand, don’t you?” asked her father quietly. She wanted to say no. She wanted to yell and scream and tell them that she wasn’t going, would never go, because she was the island and the island was her, and she wasn’t leaving, not ever. They couldn’t make her. She refused. But she couldn’t say that, and so she simply nodded. The cottage was a ways back from the little village, closer to the sprawling dunes and the wide, open sea. Father and daughter walked silently, entered the house without a word. Inside, Eve’s grandmother (who had been living with them since Gramps had died) was making breakfast, potatoes and eggs. Eve’s sister, Angela, was perched on the edge of her chair, her golden hair rippling over her shoulders and down her back. At ten, she was three years younger than Eve, and the princess of the family. Their mother was sitting listlessly, staring out the window. Eve went to kiss her cheek, but she didn’t respond. “Margaret! Come help with the eggs.” Eve went over and stirred the eggs around in the pan while Granny fussed over Angela. “Sweetheart, you understand, it’s only for a little while, till your ma gets back on her feet. Only a month, Angie-pie. You won’t be away from your island more than a month.” Angela said, “It’s Eve’s island.” Eve smiled to herself. “Who?” asked Granny. “Whose island? Daniel, what in heaven’s name is the child saying?” He cleared his throat. “She means Margaret.” Granny glared at Eve. “Don’t be putting fool notions into this child’s head. Eve’s island, it ain’t no one’s island but for those who love it.” “Eve loves the island,” said Angela. “Not more’n you do, and you being more deservin’, Angel,” Granny cooed. “I do declare, Daniel, that child is the most spoiled thing I ever saw. Callin’ the island hers, influencing her sister. And with the baby . . .” At that, everyone froze, save for Mama, who tilted her head and continued to look out the window mutely. Eve dropped the spatula, and a cold ice wrapped around her heart. Baby . . . Her father turned to his mother with a hard face. “Mother, that’s enough.” “Don’t you turn this on me. It’s her fault, ’twasn’t mine.” “I said enough!” Dad shouted. Granny smiled triumphantly, knowing she had hit a nerve. The ferry docked. Eve could see it out the window. She ate quickly. “Don’t shove food into your mouth,” Granny snapped. “Eat like a lady. Watch Angela.” Angela smiled her foolish smile at her grandmother. “What