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A New Home

Mark says goodbye to his familiar old apartment and neighborhood I woke with a start to the sight of empty, cavernous blue walls that had just yesterday held my bookshelves, now barren. Pale dawn light seeped in through the curtainless windows. The rhythmic scraping of furniture across worn chestnut floors made me flinch. Downstairs, the symphony of packing tape screeching and boxes being sealed had already begun. I slowly rose from the creaky twin bed that had seen me through countless sleepless nights and milestones, a faithful companion for the past ten years of my life. Soon it would be destroyed, tossed onto an overflowing landfill, forgotten. I ran my fingers over the nicks and scratches on the headboard one last time, saying goodbye. Along with it, I was leaving my room, my apartment that harbored memories of my earliest days—tracing crayon masterpieces on the doors as a toddler, taking my first steps across the scuffed hardwood floors. I was leaving my school, my friends, my life all behind. I gazed out the balcony window, watching as the inky canvas of night sky transformed into a vibrant watercolor painting of pinks, oranges and yellows. Wispy clouds drifted lazily overhead, illuminated with fiery brilliance as if edged in molten gold by the awakening sun. Below, Yellowstone Playground sprawled, a treasured place I had visited every day for nearly a decade of my childhood. As dawn’s glow washed over the playground, memories flooded back. The monkey bars, their rungs worn smooth by my sweaty palms during endless summer afternoons spent honing my skills, now sat empty and silent. The sandbox, holding faint shadows of the elaborate castles and fairytale cities I built only to vanish overnight, appeared untouched by human hands. The swing sets creaked ever so slightly, their rusted chains swaying in the morning breeze after years of use. The basketball courts with their faded paint lines lay dormant, devoid of the perpetual dribbling of balls. The rising sun’s rays stretched across Yellowstone, illuminating the landmarks of my childhood adventures like a bittersweet spotlight. The chains on the swing set glimmered as the light struck the rusted metal links. The sandbox seemed to glow like a treasure chest full of memories buried just beneath the surface. Even the cracked asphalt of the basketball court appeared less worn, momentarily renewed by the dawn. As the City That Never Sleeps began to fall silent, I said one final silent goodbye to the playground where skinned knees and first crushes lived alongside hide-and-seek victories and friendships forged. This chapter of my life in this place had come to a close, but the memories would always be a part of me. Even the cracked asphalt of the basketball court appeared less worn, momentarily renewed by the dawn. Just then, the rumbling of a truck engine shattered the quiet reverie of the morning. I gazed down to see an oversized moving truck turn the corner, its worn tires crunching on the broken concrete outside our building. Stamped on the truck’s side I could barely make out the words I knew were hidden beneath the dusty grime of long highways: BELLA’S MOVERS said a faded print on the side. The worn truck pulled to a stop, signaling it was here for its solemn duty— to transport those few precious boxes that contained my childhood within their fragile walls of bubble wrap and styrofoam. As the movers loaded the back of the truck, I felt a swell of memories and a lump form in my throat. My posters, books, toys—my whole world was being taken away in that truck. I realized my years of childhood innocence playing in this playground were well and truly over, about to vanish into the rearview mirror. The truck’s engine revved, ready to drive my memories away to whatever unknowns lay ahead next in my life’s journey. I took one last long look at my beloved playground, knowing that while my memories could leave this place, they would always dwell deep within my heart. *          *.         * The echo of my footsteps reverberated off the bare walls and hardwood floors as I did one final walkthrough of my new apartment. Everything was so clean: sharp edges and blank canvas. Moving turned out to be one of the biggest obstacles I’ve faced in my young life thus far. Leaving the comfort and familiarity of my childhood home felt like being ripped from a warm, soft cocoon and plunged into an odyssey of discovery tinged with loneliness and longing. I would be leaving behind my circle of beloved childhood friends, the faded floral wallpaper in my bedroom that I had memorized over years of lying in bed, the creaky wooden steps leading downstairs that knew my footsteps by heart, the worn but comfortable furnishings that had loyally served me since before I could remember. I would miss our cozy kitchen, scene of so many batches of homemade cookies and late-night snacks, and our living room where we sat together and watched movies. My mother assured me my well-loved toys and stuffed animals would have a new life with my young cousin, and that having a new, bigger home was something to feel proud of. However, as I hesitantly entered our new home for the very first time, the soaring ceilings and cavernous rooms felt cold and sterile. I felt small, insignificant, and out of place amidst the grand, gilded furnishings and lavish new lifestyle I was being introduced to. Though this towering new dwelling was now technically my home, at first I just felt deeply homesick within its unfamiliar walls, longing for the warm familiarity of my childhood abode. Fractals The barren rooms echoed hollowly with each footfall, devoid of any semblance of hominess or personality. This dwelling was but an empty vessel, a blank canvas awaiting my touch. I embarked upon the process of imprinting my essence, commencing with adorning the stark white walls with memories

Free Waters

I wish the world could see me now The waves are light The winds are soft I left my army up on land Defenseless, I stand Whispers inside my head What I never thought would ever end I close my eyes, I listen My costume gone, I leave the earth I set my coat on a hook The whispers never hold me now A clear voice has found me somehow I listen, I follow I never want to see tomorrow When whispers will come back again And my feet will rest upon the land They say that it is safer there But I am not scared of the waters True Defenseless Silent Waters Free Waters

Beautiful

As I came out of my skin I had no idea How beautiful I was when I bloomed I was white, yellow, blue, and green Me And as I thought to myself The sky is blue The grass is green Dotted with pictures My past, my present This is how it was meant to be I am Me

A lot of nature with a little bit of red

A lot of nature with a little bit of red, And that is to be said. Trees and forests for miles on end. I forget the cityscape, but I try to pretend. The branches start to bend, And then there is a crack. The fire starts to sizzle and glow, like preparing an attack. We huddle around the fire, Though we have one more desire. At least we do not need to “brrr.” We collect the ingredients and start to stir. The fire grows higher and higher In fact, so high It lights up the night sky. Our brains start to tire. Now I can only darkness and the fire. We pour the soup into bowls, though it starts to droop. I go to sleep, though wondering if I’m in a loop. Am I inevitably waiting for my doom? Or perhaps I’m trapped inside a room. But as the night sky fades from night, I start to see daylight. Waking up again to see the same sight. For I am still here, and the wood is still bark. The sky has turned bluish though still very dark. I light another match, I sit down and start to attach. To reflect how I got here and everything I’ve said. As I look at my surroundings, A lot of nature with a little bit of red.

Questions

I wonder what it would be like To live in a world Where I sound strange. I wonder what came after before But before history. I’m supposed to wonder, What? Where? When? Those are the questions I’m supposed to ask. But instead, I always ask, Why? I think it’s annoying. I think I don’t care.

Rats!

Siddharth discovers a surprising solution to his family’s rat problem The damp, musty smell filled my nostrils as I carefully switched on the light. Armed with a wooden bat, I warily surveyed the inside of the garage. Cardboard boxes lay scattered everywhere, filled to the brim with a various assortment of items. I put a shaking foot forward, steadying it on the cold, uneven ground. The light flickered, and I swung the batto my right. A loud thud echoed through the spooky garage, and I looked at what my bat had hit. It was a cardboard box from Home Depot, with a large tangle of lights and decorations inside it. The word “Christmas” was scrawled across it in big, messy letters. I quickly grabbed the box and ran back into the house. Last year, my house had a rat problem. Rats had invaded and taken over parts of our house. I remember we had to meow like a cat before entering the garage. The cost of getting rid of the rats and plugging all the holes was much more than $1,000. My mother thought that the cost was too much, so we decided to let nature take its course. At first, we set up some rat traps, but it didn’t catch the creature. Instead, I got stuck in one of them while getting our Christmas tree out of the attic, but that’s a whole other story. Our next attempt was letting me concoct a deadly potion and leaving it out for the rat to drink. I took a few drops of thioacetone and mixed it into a glass of milk. I stirred ferociously, trying to dissolve every molecule of the poison into the milk. Thioacetone is a chemical that smells extremely bad and is deadly. The scent of fresh milk overpowered the smell, so the rat wouldn’t even notice the smell. The next morning, the glass into which I poured milk was completely empty. This made us assume that the rat had died, but we discovered fresh traces of rat poop the next day. That meant that the rat and its family had not died, despite the consumption of a deadly chemical. My next attempt to kill the furry creature was to leave food out on the dining table and then hide underneath it. In theory, when the rat came to nibble away at the food, I would hit it with a twenty-pound weight and squish it. I stayed up the entire night watching TV on my laptop, but no rat came. I went to sleep at around eight a.m., and the entire bowl of food had been devoured by the time I woke up an hour later. I thought rats were nocturnal creatures, but it turned out this one was diurnal. Spacing Out Finally, one night, my mother left some of her khichuri outside. This was completely accidental, because she had gone up to do something and had forgotten about covering the food. Khichuri is supposed to be an Indian comfort food made with rice and lentils. The way my mom made it, though, was by mixing loads of spices with Quaker Oats porridge. My dad and my brother made fun of her food, and I did too occasionally because it smelled bad and looked pale green, which was not the color it was supposed to look. It tasted like an apple; some parts were crunchy, while others were flavorless. The next day, we found the rat lying next to the bowl of khichuri. When my dad (who’s a doctor) pressed his ear against the rat and listened for a heartbeat, he shook his head and said, “He’s dead.” Finally, the rat had died, but only because of my mother’s bad cooking.

Gone Feeding

“Gone fishing” is misleading, A phrase some people say For me, the fish just eat my bait And then they swim away

Little Bay Soup

Start with a bucket of water Taken straight from the bay Taste, to ensure it is salty Look, to ensure it is gray Find the Little Bay Sand Witch Borrow a cup of her sand Ask for the kind that is sweaty Or I warn you your soup will be bland Hunt for the shell of a moon snail Moon snails are found at low tide Stick your hand deep in the gravel Deep—to avoid you—they hide Find the four spikes of an urchin Cover in jellyfish spread Garnish with cordgrass and glasswort And algae, stringy and red Locate some rocks that are shiny, For texture, grind up a clam A spoonful of slimiest seaweed And the bumps of the bumpiest crab Now listen, ever so closely It’s called the London tree plane Gather the bark it has shedded And add to it a liter of rain Now stir it all into a whirlpool And wait for some lightning to strike it During the full moon of August It’s worth it! I promise you’ll like it!

Rise Up

A meek hermit crab is fed up with the bully crabs at school I wake up to the mechanical beeping of my alarm clock. I sit up rubbing my eye stalks. I climb out of bed and take off my scratchy abdomen cover. I quickly put on a moss-cotton and coconut fiber one, and then I put on a white shirt with a tree on it, and the four-legged jeans I always wear on my visible legs, and I shove on my blue socks with lobsters on them. Then I scuttle into my comfortable green shell with Norfolk Island stickers all over it. I grab the lump of wax sitting on my dresser and lump it onto my deep purple claw. Next, I try to straighten my crimped antennae, but to no avail. I walk, or rather krt, over to my mirror and put on my blue glasses. Then I shove my visible legs into my recently knitted slippers (they’re really cozy), and I walk out of the door of my bedroom. I tiptoe out across the hallway to my little brother’s bedroom. Perfect. The mealworm brain is asleep. I krt downstairs to the kitchen. I open the cupboard to get some freeze-dried mealworms and pour some into a bowl. I quickly gobble them up and then retreat into my shell. I’m usually not allowed to play video games on weekdays, but my friend Kerm gave me her Game Crab over winter break. I’m on the fifth world of my favorite game, Explorer Sandbar, when my mom says, “Kermie, can you wake your brother up?” Saying that as a question is her basically saying, “Kermit, wake your brother up right now.” I look back to the screen of the Game Crab only to find that it says “Game Over.” I sigh and put it back in my jeans, and I walk up the stairs to my brother Jerry’s room. Now, from Jerry’s secret stash, I grab the ingredients to wake him up. One can of spinach juice, one tin of calcium powder, one washcloth drenched in saltwater, and three mealworms. Then I take Jerry out of his bed and push him into his shell. He’s already a little awake, and before he has time to react, I open the tin of calcium powder and sprinkle some into his face. Then I carefully drizzle ice-cold spinach juice, causing him to wake up suddenly. His claws start flailing everywhere, and one slices the bridge of my glasses. I hand him the salt water-covered rag to clean himself up, and I quickly grab some Krabos tape and wrap it around my broken bridge. I throw him the three mealworms. I feel as powerless as I would have been in the cold without my shell. “Breakfast!” I shout. I quickly throw him a blue polo shirt and khaki pants. While he’s getting dressed, I lump some wax onto his claws. Then I hurry downstairs. I check the clock. Fifteen minutes! For once, I’m early for school. I quickly pack our bags and pull on my blue coat, gray hat, and black mittens. As soon as Jerry’s down, I hand him his coat. Our mom firmly places thermoses of warm freshwater with calcium powder mixed in it on our claws. I quickly run outside, pulling Jerry. I run into the alley, and I leave Jerry behind as soon as he starts playing with ice as usual. It is snowing outside, and most hermit crabs would be shivering, but us purple pinchers are a lot hardier than those tropical softies. As soon as I get to school (I’m one of the first crabs there), I hear some all-too-familiar voices. I quickly bury my nose into Mosses of the Midwest and read. Suddenly, a deep voice says, “What do we have here?” I grimace. Slowly looking up, it’s the Stonestock twins and their posse. “I’m reading this wonderful book,” I say. Suddenly, before I can stop myself, my voice gets high-pitched and fast. “It’s about mosses. They’re nonvascular spore-bearing plants. They’re not pteridophytes! Those are vascular spore-bearing plants.” My voice trails off. Theo, the meaner of the twins, snatches it and throws it in a snowdrift. “But— ” I begin. “What, Four Eyes?!” Theo yells when I don’t answer. He opens my backpack and spills out the contents. I start to need to pee really badly (I do that when I’m nervous) because the first thing he sees is my best knitting needles. “The dweeb knits?” he asks, holding them up, and to my dismay, he starts to break them. He then drops them into the snow along with my newest knitting project, a hammock. He laughs. Then he snips my broken glasses’ tape. I feel as powerless as I would have been in the cold without my shell. My friends arrive, and soon Lucy’s computer and sketchbook, Kerm’s eraser collection and giant calculator, and Stanley’s craft knives and history book set join my stuff in the snowdrift. Kerm has some tape to fix my glasses, and Lucy can get her computer back, but we’re pretty much powerless. Then the bell rings. I sit through the morning subjects until recess. I hurry to the place where my friends meet outside, behind a few dozen boulders. I’m late, and my friends seem to be discussing what we should do about the mean crabs. “We should hack into their computers!” exclaims Lucy. “No, carefully planned battle would be better,” puts in Kerm. “Full-blown war would actually be way more effective,” argues Stanley. “What about you, Kermie?” asks Kerm. “Oh, I don’t know,” I say, shifting my legs uncomfortably. But inside I do. And maybe Kerm won’t have to be the crab with the plan. I will. Soon everybody is arguing. The bell rings for lunch, and tempers have flared, except mine of course. Lunch is OK, but my mealworm sandwich is soggy, and everybody is still arguing. The rest of the day comes and goes quickly, with the