Cody’s Last Day

The writer recalls the day they had to put down Cody, her pet rat The day Cody was put to sleep started off terrible. I thought my day couldn’t get any worse. At school I was barely there. “Elena. Hey! Earth to Elena!” My friend Penelope brought me back to reality. “Are you okay? You don’t look so good.” “It’s nothing,” I said. But it wasn’t nothing. I had to say goodbye to Cody today. When I got home, I went straight to my iPad. Anime really helps when you are stressed. I remembered that yesterday Cody’s condition had become a whole lot worse. He had already had tumors for a while now, but last night he got an infection that wouldn’t get better. He was really old. I mean, he had already lived for three years, two months, and one day. That is a really long time for a rat. His brother Spencer had only lived for two years, eight months, and one day. It was the sixth-month anniversary of putting down Spencer. My dad got home, so we had to get ready. As I was getting my shoes on, my dad was putting Cody into a carrier. Cody did not like it one bit. He knew what the carrier meant, and he hated the vet. He made his point clear by squeaking like a crazed animal. My dad let me hold him on the car ride there. Through the carrier I could hear his squeaks of defiance, but even those sounded pitiful. We sat in silence. The cars came and went. I was barely listening when my dad said, “We’re here.” I barely noticed when we were called into a back room to wait. All I noticed were Cody’s squeaks as he desperately tried to break free. When we got to the back room, we took him out to play for a bit. His black-and-white fur was matted. His breathing was shallow and raspy. I remembered when his fur was soft when he was young. His round black eyes used to shine with curiosity. He was so cute. His condition had gotten so bad now that we had to wash him. Rats normally groom themselves, so this was bad. He really wasn’t doing well. After a while of no talking, my dad finally said something. “Remember how Cody liked to crawl in jacket sleeves?” “Yeah,” I sighed, remembering it for a moment. “He also loved the Christmas tree.” “He sure did,” my dad remembered. “Both the boys loved the dishwasher and the couch. Oh, and cables.” Talking about these memories made me feel nostalgic. It seemed like they’d happened forever ago. We heard a knocking at the door, and the vet came in. “We’re ready for him. Come this way.” I gulped. It was really happening. I had dreaded this day ever since Spencer, and I was terrified. As we walked through some rooms, I absentmindedly started clenching my fists. When we arrived at the room, Cody was let out onto a towel. I pet him a couple of times. I could feel his heartbeat going ba-bum ba-bum. I remembered how it felt to hold him. He was always trying to get free. “We are going to gas him so he’s unconscious,” the vet said. As the vet brought out a machine, I chewed my lip nervously. The machine looked like a glass case with tubes coming out. The vet picked up Cody gently and placed him in the box. She slid the lid on and hooked up the machine. When the machine was turned on, Cody hated it. He was frantically moving about while squeaking like a madman. After thirty seconds or so, he calmed down and fell asleep. When we came in six months ago to put down Spencer, the vet had had us leave by this point. We got to stay this time. As the doctor got the needle ready, I tried to keep the tears in. It wasn’t working very well. “We’ll give him the injection straight to his heart,” the vet explained. “He won’t feel a thing.” Now I really couldn’t keep the tears in. Cody and Spencer were my first pets. I didn’t want to lose them. I had forgotten what it felt like to have no pets. They injected the needle. Time seemed to slow down. It was completely silent. It was almost as if you could hear Cody’s heartbeat. Ba-bum. Ba-bum. Ba-bum. Then it stopped. He was completely still. I don’t remember the rest of the evening very well. I know that we walked out of the building, got into the car, and drove home. I didn’t want dinner. I had lost my appetite. I zoned out until bedtime. I sat there lying in bed thinking, Cody’s gone. He’s really gone. I guess it hadn’t really sunk in until then. I really had no pets anymore. Both my rats were now gone. First Spencer and now Cody. That night I cried myself to sleep. The day had ended. The day where we lost Cody, our dear pet rat. Elena Baltz, 10Mountain View, CA

When You Fall Asleep at Night . . .

When the people go to sleep, the objects come to life The pitter-patter of feet heading up the stairs reaches their porcelain ears. The room is holding its breath, waiting silently for that sound, the sound that everyone yearns to hear. Soon, the faint melody of snoring drifts downstairs. The cabinets begin to stir. The drawers rustle. The cupboards ease open with a muffled creeeeak. They come pouring out, jostling for position, the tiny objects creating a huge traffic jam. Some throw on makeshift washcloth dresses and suits and find a spot on the countertop dance floor to twist and twirl like graceful ballerinas. Others sit down to chat about the ups and downs of their day. Yet more toss ping-pong balls and skitter around like squirrels, uttering subtle squeals. But most sneak into the pantry and nibble a morsel of well-deserved cookie crumbles and leftover Cheerios after a long, weary day of serving their masters—a meal large enough to fill their bellies but small enough to go unnoticed. After hours of jiving, gossiping, exercising, and snacking, the soft thump of feet swinging out of bed signals that it’s time to return to their captivity. Washcloths fling themselves back onto their racks, ping-pong balls plop back into their buckets, and the wrappers hurriedly hurl themselves into the trash. Cabinets pull themselves closed, and drawers snap shut. When the gurgling of the coffee machine starts up, they know their fun has come to an end. Well, until the next evening at least . . . Yutia Li, 10Houston, TX Heloise Matumoto, 13Quebec, Canada

Rain

Rain splatters on the haze. Shadows crawl to the edge of the cliff to seek their journey from far to near. In the morning the sun shines bright and shows its sunrays upon the night. Patterns write their curiosity in the eye of wonder to make it right. The fine, heavy wind flows from its habitat and interacts with other creatures upon the summer breeze. The trees lean upon their knees, begging for water to nourish their leaves. Graecie Gwyn, 9Fallbrook, CA

Morning

Morning is good. Morning, everyone. I love you, everyone. I love each and every one of you. The United States of America. Graecie Gwyn, 9Fallbrook, CA

The Wild World

Luxi decides to spend a year among her animal friends, researching the mysterious, wild forest of Oakwood Luxi Carbonelli was a city girl. She liked pop culture, the tall ’scrapers that loomed above her, and all the noise to brighten up her day. Luxi loved the flash and lights of the city. She lived in an apartment on the twenty-third floor. Her room was plastered with posters of models, TV stars, fashion designers, and much more. All the walls were covered, and her drawers were filled with makeup, perfumes, and purses. Often she went out late with her friends to new exhibits, popular restaurants, and the mall. She got the newest styles of clothing and the hottest lipsticks, purses, and necklaces. But Luxi also loved nature. There was a small, dense forest just outside the city. It was so thick with trees and plants that nobody ever bothered trying to make a settlement there. People just let it be; it was small and full of hills, so it would not be good to try to live there. The soil was hard and cracked, and who-knew-what animals lived there. At night, you could hear the pack of wolverines howling, a pierce of noise through the quiet, unmoving silence that hovered over the city. Then a rustle of feathers, and the arc of doves that nested in the forest took flight from east to west, and didn’t seem to fly back; but in the morning, the doves were in the forest. Many people stayed up all night, watching to see if they flew back to the east. They never did, but somehow they were back east in the dense forest after flying west. When Luxi was dismissed from school one day at 2:45, her first stop was always the wild forest. In the city it was called Oakwood, because of the numerous varieties of oak there. Luxi would breathe in the woody scent of the forest, and calmness would fill her heart. She loved the calls of nature— the chirps of the sparrows, finches, woodpeckers, and the occasional colorful parrot. Then there was the swish of the tail as the squirrels went flying from branch to branch above her. Burrowing animals making their home underground came up and welcomed her—Luxi was not a stranger in Oakwood. Beautiful hummingbirds, so delicate, shy, and small, landed on her with no fear, and mourning doves nuzzled her gently. All the wonderful creatures of Oakwood waited for her to come, and then the woods were alive with chirping, singing, squeaking, everything! Even the plants danced, waving their leaves—thin or thick, small or big, rough or smooth. They came together in harmony and waited for their king. The king of Oakwood, his majesty of the forest, the Great Brown Bear, was bowing to her! After the small woodland animals welcomed her, the air filled with joy, they became suddenly anxious—for the king of Oakwood was about to come into their presence, his guards all around him. As silence befell them, a low growl filled the quietness, followed by a choir of howls. Then came the king of the forest. His wolverine guards, dressed in green uniforms with yellow rims, a brown wood belt from which hung a silver sword, and long trousers reaching down to their thick boots, surrounded him on all sides. He was a mighty, strong animal, big and towering over Luxi like the skyscrapers. He balanced on his hind legs, stood up to his full height, and then he let out a roar so great it shook the dirt ground beneath them. The trees seemed to shake, the birds squawked with fear, and the deft creatures sprang to their burrows for protection. Luxi’s legs felt like they would crumble, but she stood up straight and strong. She was ready for him. When the king of Oakwood finished his show, he came back on four feet and looked deeply into Luxi’s amber eyes. His big black eyes softened and he bowed his head. The king of Oakwood, his majesty of the forest, the Great Brown Bear, was bowing to her! Luxi was appalled, but showed no emotion. “Who are you?” the Bear King asked softly. “I’m Luxi Carbonelli,” Luxi answered confidently. They stared into each other’s eyes. “You’re brave,” the bear said. It’s funny to think that bears can smile, but this brown bear did. The tips of his mouth curved upward, and his eyes smiled along. “I know,” Luxi replied. The Bear King nodded admiringly. All the woodland animals watched them, including his wolverine soldiers. “Why don’t you come to my royal den?” the bear invited encouragingly. Luxi blushed and nodded. “Sure, why not?” The bear heaved Luxi up on his back, and the animals gasped in wonder. This lucky girl received such an honor, they all thought, murmuring to each other as they crawled back to their homes. The bear and his parade of soldiers, and Luxi, who rode on top of him, strode away. Up on the bear’s back, Luxi could almost reach the treetops. She could see the magnificent birds in the fumble of branches and leaves of the trees. She spotted marvelous creatures she’d never imagined before: birds with plumes in all the bright colors she could think of, red, orange, yellow, and pink; squirrels that were transparent and seemed to be made of glass; a nest woven out of pencils (later she realized they were pencils belonging to every schoolchild in the city—she spotted her name somewhere in the middle); and below the trees, she slowly realized that there were deer freckled with white dots. But the most marvelous feature of those deer was their antlers. The antlers were so long and stretched so high up they mixed with the branches of trees, camouflaged. Rabbits sat near the feet of the deer and watched the parade with dull eyes. Eventually, they reached the bear’s home. It was a huge hole, or den, dug out from the largest tree

Finishing a Poem

I have carved truth and beauty into yellowed parchment, having created something unique, vital, simple, complex, and bottomless as a fallen flower. The jagged edge of brokenness intrudes upon my soul, and dusty fingerprints outline the soul of this poem. The unbroken stretch of time has not erased these words eclipsing the sun and moon alike. What troubles they must have faced; what creative, poetic troubles would have gnawed on that author—spirit like moss and ivy on a house! Impossible feats are possible viewed the right way, melding dark and light into lines that are like a wishing well and looking glass. These rhymes instill visions that I thought would never come again, and the rhythm beats faster than fire. For me, I find a new renewal in this poem. After years of waiting to write that masterpiece, that pièce de résistance, word after word grasps into touch, paper, and ink to reveal the tide of inspiration. Amber Zhao, 10Brisbane, Australia

The Memorial Tree

Battered plate, battered life. Plumed reed and paperbark surround that memorial, certain heirs of late afternoon and evening drifting like phantoms around that blurred steel lake, now ancient with new faces, my face lost in that ripple of glass, ripple that comes to all living things, the realization that life is not what you expect, and that glorious crown, charming everyone with heart-struck bedazzle, may tomorrow just be a faded visage of an earlier hope, withheld by a greater force, propelling everything. That tree waits, patiently, for its reincarnation as something, something, at least, for those cold words on the memorial do not signify anything about the kind woman who inhabited this place, or that gentleman, friends with birds and driftwood spears. It only quotes a name, birth and death date— but in that little punctuation mark, that tiny indentation of a dash, a whole life of sorrows, happiness, hopes and fears, all lost now on the gentle spiraled clouds, patrolling every speck-person day after day. In memorial of (insert person)—would they really want that? What if they detested that dear childish park, preferred the jazzy pace of mature metropolis life? I ask parents this; they shake their heads, clearly thinking, “The girl’s too old for her age.” They shake their heads again, but I know they have good intentions. They just don’t understand how I make magical spells, poems, out of mundane things, experiences, think such profound thoughts about life, death, eternity, and existence. But, well, that is my existence, to be honest. I do some research into their lives, with no success, and find the memorial tree again—the willow still weeping, its dainty leaves like fallen tears guarding the memorial, still highly polished, but faded with time and age. Without thinking, I cup water from the drought-sickened stream, pour it onto the memorial tree. It still looks sad. However, the next time I visit it, by an invisible change, it is happy: the falling leaves are tears of happiness, not sadness, and a delighted face uttering joyful words floats upwards like a ghost, is gone. Amber Zhao, 10Brisbane, Australia

Antarctic

“The sea’s cold,” is all you write from Antarctica, “and we haven’t seen any penguins yet. Hope we do.” How to analyze that icy wilderness, with its harsh arc of grandiose majesty, luminous glaciers otherworldly in the setting sun? The Earth’s veins will be hidden deep beneath the icicle-crusted ground, my friend, and the surreal wonders of stepping onto land after many days at sea, a sensation to conquer. I remember those waterfalls of ice, pluming into the distant rays of an underwater moon. Stinging chandeliers, jellyfish, pulsed deadly, deadly under a human touch, yet beguiling, a universal gravity drawing the fingers to the stingers. Translucent lives floated and flowered in a primal ripple-ring of wild nerves, and plastic floating billowed out like hollow silk. The drift of marine snow impacts our small universe of steel pens, the kettle’s familiar whistle and scissors left unpacked from their case. We journeyed down the wild underwater cavern, that labyrinth of darkness, a metallic lake, the Southern Ocean, reflecting and dissolving ourselves as we really were. As if the pulsing of the boat was gone, and we were no longer tethered to that rope on which hung life . . . and death. It’s been a thousand years, feels like it, since I descended the staircase of ice and snow for the first time. How, then, back from our trip, has life shrunk to this bare minimum? I gnaw on my pencils; suddenly the tree in someone else’s garden flushes red, blood on branches acidly looking up to the sky, and shifting forms in textures evolve. We walked together in Antarctica, strolling from the point where universe meets universe and back, breezes whipping endlessly, our twin fingerprints glowing transparently on Antarctic, sacred land. Now you are on another expedition, and we move on different axes; you acknowledge the penguins but do not study their very form, shape, soul, like me, tiny wriggling bulbs of black and white, alighting into the ocean. At night the color palettes would spring and turn above. Your final visitation was a quick one, that ghostly gaze of departure to Antarctica already spreading its languorous translation all over your pale silken face—imagining zodiacs, moving images in a world magnified by its sheer, brutal barrenness, and an escape to endless stars wheeling, even blizzards pouring down from the polar axis’s hemisphere. Amber Zhao, 10Brisbane, Australia

In the Eyes of an Aquarium Visitor

Silent glissandos of bubbles swishing around marine creatures, silhouettes beguiling the cool ocean lair of fluorescent colors that blinds with sweeping currents. I swallow the chewing gum, hard brass pennies scoring an indentation in a cupped finger. Now, in these corridors of glass, hidden worlds behind them, lunar notes trickle down liquid scales. They are faraway galaxies . . . Other music, pulse of movement, plays behind that sheet of glass. The aquarium is a living organism, fluxing and developing its body, dissolving as fish and sharks gaze at the iridescent-bright corals. In mounting dances of being, we take photos. A gentle babble, chatter amongst us. I say that the shark with its fin is leering at me. They leer and laugh at me in turn. The reflection of the glass mirrors and magnifies their separate joys. What, what must they think while the world outside drowns in rain, tinkling musically on tin roofs? Our dog came up to us, bedraggled after a long night of chasing cats, the shimmering frenzy of quarks and atoms on his straw-laden hair. And this afternoon, fog engulfs our town with its dark childless reign. We escaped to this aquarium for less water but find plenty more in the flow of aquamarine. Earth’s sap is unknown to them, prehistoric creatures alive since the dawn of time, now reduced to specks in water, gushed by man. We have lost our dreaming and our naïve believing that we could control nature—not harmony, a peaceful coexistence and thriving on this vast land— but loggers and poachers and thieves that reduce the majesty of these paperbark trees and tall blue mountains, spires reaching up, up to the clouds, and animals all thriving in seas, knowing the barrier between life and survival, now trapped with their pleading eyes and hollow, voiceless cry, grasping at a sort of eternity. Their hearts will forever be lifeless, never undergoing metamorphosis. Cameras flash, SNAP! SNAP! Visceral yet ethereal, those lights dance around the aquarium, a portal to their dimension, a celestial, bewitching world of ocean’s priestly rule. Back home, that aura of magic, that solid elemental vitality, still pulses through me. Gripping my pen, I write: Silent glissandos of bubbles swirling around marine creatures . . . Amber Zhao, 10Brisbane, Australia