Awaiting a Letter

Celeste sets out to find a bank robber—but ends up solving a mystery about her mother instead Eighteen-thousand dollars were stolen from the Bridgeham Regional Bank on Nov. 2. Eyewitnesses say the robber was a man wearing all black, carrying a gun. “He had a slight figure and he ran very quickly,” said one woman who had witnessed the event. This is the third armed robbery this week. Witness reports from each of the robberies confirm it was the same person. —Page 1 of The Bridgeham Times “Maman,” I said, looking up from the newspaper. “Did you hear about the robbery?” “What is it, the third one you’ve told me about this week?” my mother asked, washing dishes at the sink. “Yeah. And all of the eyewitness reports agree that it’s the same person!” “Celeste, eat your oatmeal,” she said. “It’s getting cold.” I ignored her. “But isn’t that weird? I mean, this isn’t the kind of place you’d expect to hear about three armed robberies in one week by the same person.” “What do you mean?” she asked, turning around. “No place on Earth is safe from people doing horrible things. People kill, steal, cheat, lie. You name it.” She turned back around. “Now eat your oatmeal. You’ll be late for school.” At dinner, I brought up the robberies again. “It’s just—that’s so many!” I said intently, once again ignoring the food in front of me. Maman gave me a weary glance. The dark circles under her eyes were as prominent as always. “Why are you so fascinated by the horrible things people do?” “Because it’s a mystery. Isn’t it exciting? That person could rob the restaurant! We’d be in the news!” “That is not exciting. And it’s not worth pursuing. Just because you’ve read about every mystery book the library has does not mean that you’re going to be able to solve this case, if that’s what you’re aiming for.” “That’s not what I was saying,” I said indignantly, although I had had that same fantasy for all of math class. I’d just have to pursue it when Maman wasn’t looking. There was a long silence before Maman said, “You should write Aunt Marjorie.” Aunt Marjorie was Maman’s younger sister with a passion for poetry, and in my opinion, quite possibly a mental disorder. She had dropped out of school to become a poet, and now she lived by herself in the middle of nowhere. Maman always used her as the reason why I should work hard in school. (“You don’t want to end up like Aunt Marjorie.”) But as far as I could remember, Maman sent her a letter every day because Aunt Marjorie didn’t own a telephone. And on Sundays she sent her money and a box of food because she knew Aunt Marjorie couldn’t support herself. She didn’t want to publish her poems (“It ruins the intimacy”). But to be honest, I doubted she would be able to publish them even if she tried. “But she never responds when you write her,” I said. “She never responds to me.” Maman stared at her plate. “But she might respond to you.” “What would I write about?” I asked. “I don’t know. Whatever you want. Write about school or something. She needs human contact. She’s probably started talking to the squirrels.” She sighed. After dinner, I wrote Aunt Marjorie a long letter telling her all about the robberies and how I’d compiled all the information I knew about the robber. He was male, blond, tall, skinny, and fast. I had even devoted a notebook to it, and I carried it with me everywhere in case I saw a clue or had a sudden realization. I told her about how I wanted to solve them. I knew that my secret was safe with her. She hadn’t seen another human in person for years. I mailed it the next morning. Writing to Aunt Marjorie made me think about Maman’s childhood in France. Maman’s father had left, and her mother was sick for a long time before she died when Maman was eighteen. Maman had taken care of Aunt Marjorie, her little sister, for most of her childhood: cooking, cleaning, and fussing over everything while Aunt Marjorie played outside or wrote poetry. I suspected this was why Maman was so worried about her all the time. She had programmed herself to. I wondered why she would have let Aunt Marjorie drop out of school. That didn’t seem like something Maman would do. Maybe she had been too busy to care. *         *          * Constantly worrying made Maman far too practical and cheap. She insisted on hand-washing all of the laundry because there was no washing machine in our apartment and the laundromat was “too expensive.” I couldn’t understand why she would be so intent on making her life harder all the time. And for what? Saving a few dollars? The way I saw it, Maman had never been happy. Naturally, I decided that her constant worrying had done this to her. I had resolved to never live like her. I was going to become a famous detective or, at the very least, star in a detective show. I’d be rich, and I’d hire people to do everything for me. Then I’d have Maman come live in my mansion so that she could understand how life was meant to be lived: to the fullest. *         *          * One night while I tried to sleep, Maman’s question played over and over in my head. Why was I so fascinated by the robberies? I got out of bed and looked out my window at the city lights twinkling. The lights never stopped, like they were constantly worrying or working, too busy to take a break. As I crawled back into bed, I realized that if I solved the mysteries, I’d give people a reason to stop worrying. The

My heart

All this feeling trapped in this tiny room, my head preparing for its greatest doom. The words come at me, the feelings strike, the memories roll me, like wheels on a bike. All these things mix with the thoughts of the day. They jumble up my dreams, ruin what I say. Now I know why the room-brain is so very small: because my heart is big. That is all. Aya David-Ramati, 10Dublin, Ireland

Autumn Leaves at a Funeral

We gave a bird a funeral, my father and I— it was one of those days where time stands still, where all evening sounds seem a lullaby, gently singing the world to sleep. Dusk was falling over us like a thick, warm blanket as we saw the bird at the foot of a tree— fallen, dead, and gone. I wanted to bury it but my father said to leave it be; it was half-buried anyway in its spot of rest, chosen by fate, its ornate wing covering a lifeless beak as it lay in a crevice between two thick roots. So we scattered some leaves of crimson and burnt copper, wishing it well just in case it was on its way to another life. A gust of wind, an autumn breeze, swept over the somber scene, sending leaves dancing as the bird’s beautiful soul departed, soaring free once more. Enni Harlan, 13Los Angeles, CA

The Fall

A leaf wonders why it must eventually fall Sometimes I look down at the forest floor below and I wonder what is out there. All my life, I have been sitting on the same branch, on the same tree, in the same forest. I have no idea of the world beyond. In my tree, I am part of a community, but in the outside world, all I am is a tiny leaf amongst millions of others. But soon, after staring at the darkness below, I feel a sense of dread slowly seep through me. It starts from the tip of my leaf and trickles down into my veins until I am forced to look away and hope that I never have to leave the warmth of my branch. But I know that that isn’t possible. It isn’t possible for any of us. As a society, us leaves don’t have many rules. We have to provide food to the rest of the tree, and we have to be welcoming to any bird, insect, or animal that chooses to rest on our branches. Other than that, we mostly have the freedom to do what we wish. However, the community has one rule that we all have to follow. It is called the Fall. Every one of us, at some point in our lives, has to fall. They leave it up to us to decide when we are ready, but this rule is nonnegotiable. When we were young leaves, we never took this rule seriously. It was something in the far-off future that we didn’t have to think about. We would spend our days filled with innocent delight, wishing we could fly with the birds and run with the animals, and our nights staring at the stars shimmering like silver dust in the dark sky. We would remain on our branches, never thinking that a day would come when we would have to leave them. But as we grew older and matured, we started to understand the importance of this rule and knew that someday we would have to leave. I have watched all the other leaves on my branch fall. Some dropped fast, gaining speed as they fell. For some, the wind took over and they were swept away. Some never even made it to the ground. But all of them were ready. I could see it in the color of their skin, the way the edges of their leaves curled up in apprehension. I could see it in the way their veins pulsed with energy. I’ve watched each one of them on their journey. I’ve observed the way they drop into the abyss of darkness, into a chasm of the unknown, almost fearlessly. I watched until they faded into tiny specks like paint on a canvas and disappeared into a whole new world. Each time, I felt a sense of loss. Loss of a friend to another community and loss of the opportunity to join them. The sun rises and sets each day, and the moon dances its way in and out each night, but somehow, I am never ready to fall. The sun rises and sets each day, and the moon dances its way in and out each night, but somehow, I am never ready to fall. The frosty cold of winter morphs into the pleasant warmth of spring. But I am not ready. The scorching heat seeps in as spring turns into summer. But I am still not ready. Even autumn passes and I am surrounded by other falling leaves. But I remain tethered to my branch, unable to move. I see younger leaves falling happily through the air, laughing with glee as they reach the ground. I see the older leaves jumping gracefully off the branch, gently fluttering toward the ground. But I continue to wait. I can feel the judging eyes of the other leaves in my community piercing through me, trying to cut me apart with their stares, wondering why I haven’t fallen yet. I have come close to being ready many a time. I have teetered toward the edge of the precipice. But something has always stopped me. Maybe it was fear. A fear that consumes me. It engulfs my body like a gigantic wave at sea and takes away the last pinch of courage I had. How can I jump without knowing what’s below? Some nights, while I stare at the moon shining like a light bulb in the midst of darkness, I wonder why the community even has this rule. Why are we being forced to fall? Soon the days seemed to merge into each other, forming a monotonous routine. I stopped waking up every day wondering whether today would be the day that I was finally ready. That littlest dash of hope that added the tiniest tinge of color into an otherwise grey sky began to fade as each day passed. I was ready to succumb to my unfortunate fate. I was ready to give up. And then, suddenly, I heard it. I heard the noise that changed my life. It was a garish, barbaric noise that made me tense in my branch. Suddenly I felt uneasy. The sound became clearer as I heard steps approaching. I dared not look in the direction, as if looking away would help me pretend it wasn’t there. Loud, harsh words in a strange language that was so different from the gentle whispering of the trees reverberated all around. It was as if the forest had become still. The birds had stopped their melodious tunes in warning. The squirrels scuttled away to hide. For a few moments, there was silence, like the calm before a storm. And then I heard the dreaded noise. The noise of an axe. I anxiously waited for the pulse until I realized it wasn’t my tree. A guilty sense of relief surged through me. The whole forest seemed to be waiting. However, nothing could prepare me for what happened next.

Majesty

Canon EOS 5D Mark III Emma Tian, 13Belle Mead, NJ

Editor’s Note

When I saw Emma Tian’s photograph Majesty (this month’s cover image), I immediately knew that it had to be on a cover—not only because it’s an excellent photograph but because its power lies partly in its size. It is a photograph that wants to overwhelm you, to make you aware of the weight of time and history, of the fleeting nature of civilization and the ongoingness of nature—of sky, tree, grass. Emma took this photograph in the inner courtyards of the Heidelberg Castle ruins in Germany, a castle that was originally built around the year 1225 and then destroyed and rebuilt multiple times before becoming a tourist attraction. So often, the photos we take as tourists are not artistic: they serve merely as records—“I went there, I saw this.” Emma’s photo, however, says so much more. It is beautiful, of course, but there is also something very eerie about it. Note the clouds in the sky, and especially the dark shadow in the upper right-hand corner: they suffuse the image with a sense of foreboding. The light is a bit strange, as well—too yellow— and something about the shadows the walls cast onto the grass feels “off”—like the light is coming from a place other than I expect. Take a walk around your neighborhood with a camera ready: can you take a photograph of a structure or place that makes you see it in a new, and timeless, way?

Stone Soup Honor Roll: April 2021

Welcome to the Stone Soup Honor Roll! We receive hundreds of submissions every month by kids from around the world. Unfortunately, we can’t publish all the great work we receive. So we created the Stone Soup Honor Roll. We commend all of these talented writers and artists and encourage them to keep creating. – The Editors Scroll down to see all the names (alphabetical by section), including book reviewers and artists. ART Aaisha Asfiya Habeeb Ibrahim, 6 Lily Power, 8 Madhavan Rao, 5 Anna Weinberg, 11 Grace Williams, 13 STORIES Isabel Brown, 11 Phoebe Donovan, 12 Lindsay Gao, 9 Olivia Rhee, 10 Kate Rocha, 12 Sonia Teodorescu, 13 PERSONAL NARRATIVES Sabrina Lu, 12 POETRY Prisha Aswal, 8 Marley Bell, 11 Ayla Bliss, 10 Adam Ganetsky, 13 Stephanie Kim, 9 Elizabeth Ludwin, 13 Ella Kate Starzyk, 11

Highlights from Stonesoup.com

From Stone Soup Writing Workshop #29: Rhythm, Phrasing, and Cadence The Writing Challenge Choose one of these three approaches to your piece of writing: Short first sentence. Start in the middle with long-ranging sentences that may be held together with the glue of dashes. Don’t be overly concerned with perfect grammar on this first pass. Write in short sentences. Entirely or mostly. Dark and Light Lina Kim, 11Weston, FL The dark was interrupted by a brilliant light Emitted by stars near the sea. The moon glowed ever so slightly in the night, And it seemed like the glow is for me. I see little white dots shining in the sky, Looking through the window in my room. A seagull swoops down near the waves and the tides, And leads a fish to its doom. The ocean, stars, seagull, and fish in the night Show all relations between dark and light. About the Stone Soup Writing Workshop The Stone Soup Writing Workshop began in March 2020 during the COVID-19-related school closures. In every session, a Stone Soup team member gives a short presentation, and then we all spend half an hour writing something inspired by the week’s topic or theme. We leave our sound on so we feel as though we are in a virtual café, writing together in companionable semi-silence! Then, participants are invited to read their work to the group and afterward submit what they wrote to a special writing workshop submissions category. Those submissions are published as part of the workshop report on our blog every week. You can read more workshop pieces, and find information on how to register and join the workshop, at https://stonesoup.com/stone-soup-writing-workshop.

This is the Song the World Needs Now

Esta es la canción the world needs now Una canción that sounds like esperanza Una canción that teaches fuerza Una canción that makes you feel felicidad Una canción that smells like salud Una canción that holds you like amabilidad Una canción that makes you move like agua Esta es la canción the world needs now. . . Una canción que consuela Nova Macknik-Conde, 8Brooklyn, NY

A Small Moment

Allison struggles to accept what her mother tells her: that “different is good” She combs my hair, carefully untangling each section. My hair is like a fluffy black cloud spreading away from my face. The pointed ends of the comb slide into my hair and out. Like a shovel in the dirt. My mom gives me some of my hair to work on myself. It’s thick, coarse, and kinky. I put all my concentration into untangling it, and my mom instructs me on it every single bit of the way. Mom says, “Your hair is special and unique because it’s different from the hair of most people you know.” She says, “Allison, your hair is a beautiful work of art. You know that, right? It makes you special and unique. “Allison, different is good.” *          *          * I used to disagree with her. I used to wish my hair were like everyone else’s. I used to wish my hair would fall effortlessly down my back. I wished it were straighter and prettier. Besides, doing my hair isn’t always fun. I hate how long it takes, and detangling it is horrible! Sometimes we are up until eleven doing my hair. I don’t wash it as often as everyone else because if I do it gets dry. But the worst part is no one seems to understand this! When I say this out loud, they go, “Ew, so you don’t shower?!” Which makes me want to say, “No, I shower—I just wear a cap!” I always know what will happen: My mom with a comb in her hand telling me to come here. The soft pillow that I sit on every time we do my hair. The sweet peppermint-and-mango-smelling creams and moisturizers, My mom’s (sometimes) gentle touch. I dip my fingers in the container of hair cream; it feels like dipping my fingers in a cool stream. *          *          * “I know.” I say to my mom. But doubt still crawls into my mind like a little ant. I quickly shoo it away, but it’s already done its job. That night, as I lie in bed, more ants crawl in. Soon I have a whole ant hill in my brain. I think of every little thing anyone has ever said to me about my hair. It hurts like little cuts in my head, like little ant bites. The next morning, Mom asks me how I like my hair. I swallow and say, “I love it!” As we leave for school, she says her usual line: “Don’t let anyone touch your hair! Bye! Have a great day! Love you!” *          *          * “Wow!” “I love your hair!” “How does it do that, like come out of your head all curly and fluffy and stuff?!” Then they reach out to touch it like I’m in a petting zoo, like I’m on display. I don’t say anything. I don’t do anything. I want to say, “Please don’t touch my hair,” or, “You’re invading my personal space bubble.” But I don’t. I never say, “My hair is curly because it is.” I try to put it out of my mind, but when my mom picks me up from school, she asks me if anyone said anything about my hair. “. . . Well, they did say some stuff.” I speak slowly, like I have all the time in the world. “What did they say?” “People tried to touch it.” Mom takes a deep breath in and a deep breath out. I don’t see her face since her eyes are on the road, but I know she is frowning. “Don’t ever let anybody touch your hair, no matter what. Okay? Your hair is beautiful, and I mean it.” She says this as we stop in front of a bright red stoplight, and I can see the colors reflecting off her glasses like a light show. I think about what she said until we get home. I go to my room and sit on my bed, twisting the blankets between my fingers. I know I understand what my mom said, so why can’t I accept it? I hug my stuffed bunny to my chest and snuggle under the covers. I decide to try to believe what she said, even when it’s hard. Allison Sargent, 11Rolesville, NC Alexa Zhang, 12Los Altos, CA